Insecure

And now I am far away from my tear
I couldn’t believe I went far when I thought it near
Every time I feel I can waste on you and
I couldn’t beg you here to hide my fear
You know I can’t leave a moment outside ever
When I couldn’t even forebode and I am insecure.

I am insecure and I can’t look through the window
I am wasted and I was hated even by my shadow
Inside there’s an war, an war which is never ending
The ripple under my skin pushing me insane
I am dying, dying as the flames there fading in.

Every time that I feel like this for you and
I couldn’t beg you here to listen what I hear
You know I can’t hide those moments forever
And I didn’t inflect my fate when I am insecure.

I am insecure and I can’t fake, how was I looking in
I am wasted and failed there to inspire you then
Inside there’s an war, an war which is never ending
Surges under my breaths pushing me smothering
I am dying, dying as the rhythm there hinders in.