Wrong With Me

Did I dreamt the dream with my sleepy eyes again
Waking up in a sweat and had to hide in my closet
When everything I feared was holding me tight
And couldn’t get loose neither could escape
I was suffocating alone in scorn
Yeah you said everything was wrong with me
And it won’t take long what you learnt
Yours everything was wrong with me
Through the doubts in your faith
Didn’t regret when everything was wrong with me
Now I know it much but can’t hide in my own,
Yes everything is wrong with me,
Just for the day, turn the lights off and say
Why everything was wrong with me.

Did I say my prayers with my cursed mind again
Listening to this cold world chasing my own fate
When everything was lost I feared in hundred lies
And couldn’t get worse neither could replace
A pale face was cheating to its own shadow
Yes you said everything was wrong with me
And it won’t take long what you learnt
Yours everything was wrong with me
Through the doubts in your faith
Didn’t regret when everything was wrong with me
Now I know it much but can’t hide in my own,
Yes everything is wrong with me,
Just for the day, let me pay off in your way
Was really everything wrong with me.

Shut Up

Not that time when you said goodbye
Nevertheless you always wanted this try
Why you feel like you were buried in the lie
Tried up but never held your head high
Plague inside and you failed to breathe
Bleed it out loud to stop the seethe.
Couldn’t see your face when the mirror ignored
Glued to the fate when lost in the boulevard.

You know the fact but you never knew what it meant for
You see the end but this is a curse which opens up inside
You hold it by your hand, pulled it hard and there you fell
Head stuck on the ground and the scars started to swell.

Now this time when you might breakdown
Lost your feet and you started to drown
Felt the pressure and you want to buy death
Since you can never sleep and can’t stay awake
Plague inside and you failed to breathe
Never escape the curse you’re forced to keep
Couldn’t scream out loud when you wanna be heard
You’re glued to your fate and lost in the boulevard.

You know the fate far before it was there to happen
Nothing ever blamed you to distract you even then
This voice you never know behind you it creeps up
Get all you back and try to say shut up!

Last Stand

And you think I am like this right today
I tell this hypocrisy moved it far away
Somebody mocking on my ears today
A voice that was always back of my head
You don’t hear it cause you liked the way
Intense delusion with what you left
As I Hung me up the ceiling to my legs
And blood is flowing slowly inside my head
Cause I suffer
All that feels gloomy sucking my breathe
Cause I suffer
Can’t wait for the right thing to be revealed
And I can’t replace
With someone just like me.

I didn’t know how it feels facing the fate
Screaming for spaces down on my knee
Dying would be so hard but I didn’t left with choices
When I know I can’t bear with this all it hurts inside
Everything reappears when I close my eyes
You feel as secure as you never felt anything
Never seem worried when the scars inside my spleen.
Cause I suffer
All that feels gloomy sucking my breathe
Cause I suffer
Can’t wait for the right thing to be revealed
And I can’t replace
With someone just like me.

Insecure

And now I am far away from my tear
I couldn’t believe I went far when I thought it near
Every time I feel I can waste on you and
I couldn’t beg you here to hide my fear
You know I can’t leave a moment outside ever
When I couldn’t even forebode and I am insecure.

I am insecure and I can’t look through the window
I am wasted and I was hated even by my shadow
Inside there’s an war, an war which is never ending
The ripple under my skin pushing me insane
I am dying, dying as the flames there fading in.

Every time that I feel like this for you and
I couldn’t beg you here to listen what I hear
You know I can’t hide those moments forever
And I didn’t inflect my fate when I am insecure.

I am insecure and I can’t fake, how was I looking in
I am wasted and failed there to inspire you then
Inside there’s an war, an war which is never ending
Surges under my breaths pushing me smothering
I am dying, dying as the rhythm there hinders in.

Something

Something was not real you even worth realizing
Something was so vague that caused you everything
You wanna take one step closer but you could never been
And you find yourself two steps behind and still hanging in
Is this what you made up with you, you could never been
And you think you gotta’ stop what you could never seen.

Something in the way not helped you, were seeming
Something messed you up to get nothing from everything
You saw it either, with one eye opened, you weren’t closing in
And now you are afraid you can’t feel it losing in
Is that what, you always liked it, and tried getting in
And you think you gotta’ stop what you could never seen.

So these are all you made it with you, not everything
You kept your mind shut trying keeping something in.
She showed you the colors, the colors were fading in
You find it ugly when you see it through her eyes wide open.