I Love You, I Always Had

I close my eyes to give me a chance to think
Sweats dripping from my face when my heart is cold
And to find me a reason to be clear, to grow old
The feeling swells through the burns but is untold.

I could never say, I could never lie
Wonder how it takes so much to open my eyes
Your words have resonated to my heart
All that you say and all that I feel of a start.

Tell me, don’t you know I already tried
To make myself better than me, my silence denied
Emotions kept crawling and I never kept it unfold
It’s the other part of you which left the truths untold.

So, drench my soul with your smile
Give me a moment worth more than a while
Promise I’ll make me bold to say it here
Yes! I love you and I always had my dear!