Raindrops made it so unclear
And I can’t even see my shadow
My world was never been so unfair
Then I heard you speaking in here
Coz inside there was always a war
And all the holes I dig inside of me
Forced it all down inside, and I suffered!
Another day in this damp little place
Another time to hide in my closet
Another life with anger and suffer
And another reason to be here.
I tried just to scratch on my thoughts
They are too much to conceive
And I know I am here to be changed
While everything else may remain the same
So now I just need to start this over
And to look at myself as straight as I did
All the things that held down in fear
Wash them all up and the smoke will clear.
Not today anymore waste of life
Not today anymore wait for the same tomorrow
Not today to hide the pride inside
And not today fail to hold my head up high.