All That is Inside

I just had no answers I suppose
Is that all I kept for tomorrow
You gave me one day and few seconds
But I just had to ask you some more
Now here is what I feel like
As I had been here feel this before.

You are in my mind and you are in my veins
Only you can take my breathe away
All these phase that haunts me always
Only you can ask them to go away.

Why I feel like I stabbed myself
Wishing pain can force me to forget you
Just like I was down on my knees
To feel the streets, when you go away.

You are in my mind and you are in my veins
Only you can take my breathe away
All these phase that haunts me always
Only you can ask them to go away.

Your Own Hearse

The sense of crawling
And when you still falling
You needed a hand to hold
Hold it right and it was so cold
You felt the blow, blew your soul
Your veins were empty and blood din’t flow
Filthy words and they pitched up high
Closing your ears and a foolish try
Blaming you as you were cursed
Pulling your body in your own hearse.

It’s true yes it’s true
No matter how you faced the end
Wasn’t it all the same
All that inside with disgrace and shame
Never gonna wash away.

In your room you got so safe
Hated that shit what you got to behave
Closed your eyes with a faking smile
Got so scared and the hands held high
Sweating in pale your face was cold
Scars were new but the pain was old
Demon in you with no excuse
Carried it through you can’t refuse
Blaming you as you were cursed
Pulling your body in your own hearse.

It’s true yes it’s true
No matter how you faced the end
Wasn’t it all the same
All that inside with disgrace and shame
Never gonna wash away.

A Moment That Disappears in You

Well I know I want you to see in my eyes
All these pain which I swallowed in disguise
Notice what I have lost in all these years
I lost myself in my death buried in my prayers
And my spirit doesn’t feel free in the dark skies.
I want to close my eyes and want to hold you
Feel what my life already steals away from me
I want to close my heart and want to hold you
Feel to know why I push my death till tomorrow.
Yes I want to close my mind and want to love you
Feel the way, a moment which disappears in you.

Well I know I want you to see in my eyes
All that hurt inside left reasons to scream in my ears
Notice what I have felt when my hope decays
I wish if I wouldn’t know where all this ends
And my ‘I’ feel teased when this heartless wind blows.
I want to close my eyes and want to hold you
Feel what my life already steals away from me
I want to close my heart and want to hold you
Feel to know why I push my death till tomorrow.
Yes I want to close my mind and want to love you
Feel the way, a moment which disappears in you.