Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Rainbow

I won’t give up the wish to love you
Coz I believe you must felt the way I knew
You are the sweetest dreams I could ever be
I just don’t want to give up right now.
You are the breathe I can’t leave
You are the smell I can’t lose
So I wondered how could I let it over
I just don’t want to give up right now.

And now I don’t care if the world against me
Coz I don’t just walk away without falling in
And then all my heart bleeds when is broken
I just want you to feel here I am.

I feel as I was touched by an angel
When all the moments you were with me
I can’t stop the tears when they are falling
Yes I need just to know why you don’t understand.

Yes I don’t care if the world against me
Coz I don’t just walk away without falling in
And then all my heart bleeds when is broken
I just want you to feel here I am.

Now I don’t care if the world against me
Coz I don’t just walk away without falling in
And then all my heart bleeds when is broken
I just want you to feel here I am.

Syncope

I was not always confused
And not always messed up
But as you complained
I could never understand that
As I always trust on what
Summed up all the scars.

In the end
What I wanted to get
And what I wanted to feel
Never been mattered to you
And I can’t forget you
As I find the scars are real
So may be the way it gone
You’ve turned me down
Facing the truth I always thought
I’ll be there pretend it or not
But then I’ll be back
To show you what I’ve got.

I can’t heal
You never asked the way I feel
And you can’t ignore the things were real
So just tell me where you are
Far from the pain as you here
(I) Don’t want to feel that more.

Holding The Truth

I tried but I thought I’m tied
Far from my mind
To find the reason why
This everything is left behind.
It was all wasted and all blown away.
And you think you had it all at the last way.

When you lied to me you feel it all
You left it far behind to help it gone.
So now I find nothing I can hold onto
Everything you want there for.

Love was a game and I wanted to win
But did lose it all chasing the single lane
Now you say you had it enough you care
All that was wasted my heart
Will disappear.

When you lied to me you feel it all
You left it far behind to help it gone.
So now I find nothing I can hold onto
Everything you want there for.

Monday, May 07, 2007

Destiny’s Child

I think what I had to pay
What I had to leave on this way
I can remember like it is today
I tried but I never left away
was I insane or out of control
Can’t get away when it started to crawl
I found myself caught in a trawl
I tried but will never help me to troll.
I pretend am a Destiny’s child.
I was crooked and I failed to scrawl.
There I found I was left behind
And now I can’t say that god damn lie.

I am lost behind,
I am lost inside that god damn lie.
And now I don’t know why
I lost you at that god damn try.
I pretend am a Destiny’s child.

I don’t know how do I say
what I had in the bottom is not like this way
I still thought it really might stay
But now I forget as the time sway
Was I am a loser or out of my mind
Can’t find it when I left it behind
And now I can’t hear you back on my mind
Memories are heavy but the vision was blind
I pretend am a Destiny’s child.
I was crooked and I failed to scrawl.
There I found I was left behind
And now I can’t say that god damn lie.

I am lost behind,
I am lost inside that god damn lie.
And now I don’t know why
I lost you at that god damn try.
I pretend am a Destiny’s child.

A Tribute to 5th April

Humanity is all here are showing
As I found the mistakes kept growing
Believe me and it wasted your reality
All you did was showed insanity
When the time kept you slashing
You left it behind because it was hailing.
What you were and now lacks parity
Your face is kind but it lacks the maturity.
You were searching the scene for washing your eye
And now you are here and watching me die.

Refusal is what I got from then I believe
Now you can’t ignore me before I bereave
Betrayal is what I never thought and you did
Let me die because you see what you gave me.

Watching me how you forget you are so unkind
And it was you who made this world blind
Now I can‘t take breathe and can’t feel free
You stepped me down and now you disagree
Signs of scars still here in my back
You made it all and hurt me in a whack.

Refusal is what I got from then I believe
Now you can’t ignore me before I bereave
Betrayal is what I never thought and you did
Let me die because you see what you gave me.

For What Reasons

Unless this story, there was no fate
There was no regret
And that kept me drowning
Because I have never learnt to breathe
Without you, that’s the truth
But unless this time comes
And blows me away,I always thought,
What were the reasons I failed.

Unless you escape, from the fate,
There was no hate,
And that kept me pushing
Because I have never stopped to dream
Of you, over the hundred scream
But when the time comes
And asked you why
You were speechless, and I learnt
What were the reasons I failed.

I hate the way now I see myself
Dreamt to catch the hand of you
I face the way I waste myself
And now I clean the stains left a few
For what reasons.

For what reasons
I failed by myself and whatever heals me
And stops to waste myself
And another story begins before it ends
And let go the reasons for what I failed.

The One

Believe in my loneliness
They all speaks all the truth
I believe I lost my entire dream
Foreseeing the fate was not why I scream
May be all my instincts prove to be simple
But inside of me they are all my misery
Still can’t have you be the one
I can’t pray to be you are my one
I do always like this as I am the one
or it couldn’t be the only one.

I imagine I ever tried to find out why
I could always give a try
But losing my grip to find out why
This wasn’t being the only one.
I could believe as the time fly by
May be I was acting a real insane
May be I was crying when you’re asleep
Or I don’t believe the path was so steep
I have always been looking for you then
Stuck up in the misery and couldn’t be the one.

This couldn’t be the only one.
I was not the only one
And I believe you are not the one.