Never Even Mattered

These words are damn hard
I never closed my heart
For ever I felt as you are
Though it doesn’t even matter.

When all my faith held the way
Like these are deep inside me always
I didn’t know what to say
And it doesn’t even matter.

See through my eyes
I’m wasting myself finding you
Everyday every night
Though the moments are few
Don’t know if there’s something new
But it doesn’t even matter.

I might never get the way, it’s true
I might never be right there I knew
But you knew

Some thoughts were close to my heart
If you ever helped me to find who we were
But it never found the way to be true
You proved me wrong here I knew.

You never cared what I do
You never cared what was true
You never cared what I said
You never cared how I tried
And now I know

It never even mattered to you.
It never even matters to you.

Wish Inside Sepulture

I dreamt a day where I saw you are walking alone
I doomed my body lying somewhere much down
But I felt the breeze was blowing around my hands
I felt there was nothing I can prove true.

I felt the pain from the ages past of gloom
After all that I knew I still had nothing to prove
I was sailing like an odd every now and then
As long as you heal my pain it’s true in the end.

Now call me crazy, or call me insane
You still got me caught at middle in the end
If I try the same and pray for you there in disdain
But you will be there going leaving only my hand.

You make me strong, you make me weak, you make me to mourn
Still I’ll be there waiting for you spreading my hand
If I’ll go crazy, but you still don’t find the reason you can
My promise I’ll be back on solid ground holding your hand.