Leaving the Foolish Love

I felt being in a dream
And sometimes I felt if I could scream
I was all bound in this phase
Where I only can felt the daze
I always thought I can break the rules
But it proved wrong sort of clues
I find myself caught in the middle
And tried to cry out at the diddle
Coz I was always acting at the wrong phase.

I don’t want your foolish love
I don’t need your sympathy
And I don’t copy your escape
Just need to break through the cage.

I felt being in a dream
And where I was standing alone to scream
I was looking down the dark at the edge
And it was a mirror tryin’ catchin’ my face
I was at my last all alone
Walking there at the danger zone
I always thought I can break the rules
But it proved wrong sort of clues
Coz I was always acting at the wrong phase.

Now I don’t care if you care
I can crack the mirror of foolish love
I don’t care if you reach out the sky
Loneliness is the friend of mine.

I don’t want your foolish love
I don’t need your sympathy
And I don’t copy your escape
Really need to break through the cage.

Best Man

Feels like the autumn is here
And I need to surrender
Keep me safe in the your heart
And I don’t wanna be lost
Make me the best man in the world
I don’t feel like as I was old
Before this raining time
And as I learn to heal my pain
I will prove to you
As your best man.
All I care when I take my breath
To be your best man.

I was not feeling as you do
Coz I was not always right, no no
Now I care what I blame
And I wanna bear the shame
Meet me with my angel to feel my scream
Push me out of this world in my dream
And as I learn to heal my pain
I will grow old to say to you
I am your best man
All I care when I feel the same
To be your best man,
To be your best man.

Heal me

Take my tears
Coz these tears never meant to me
Take my pain
Don’t make this romeo to bleed anymore.
Take my tears
And feel them up in the heaven
Take my pain
And heal them up in rain
Coz I can’t bear it anymore.


Yes I can’t so,
Heal me
Feel my words unspoken
Kill me
I have lost my heartbeat
And my heart is broken.

Take my tears
Turn it into ice and make them free
Take my pain
Don’t make this journey to feel alone
Take my tears
And turn them into white
Take my pain
And heal them up like a new life.
Coz I can’t bear it anymore.

Yes I can’t so,
Heal me
Feel my words unspoken
Kill me
I have lost my heartbeat
And my heart is broken.

Pushing it Away

Don’t you remember the story
But I remember the same
You can forget the truths you believed
But I never lied to you
How I can decide now I won’t dream of you
The dream I do
I believed in you
And I lost everything on you
But I never find you
Coz you did pushed away me
And now I will never be with you.

How can you put an end you did
How can you forget the time we shared
You gave me the way to be there
And touched my heart
I know you need me there.
The dream I do
And I lost everything on you.

Don’t you remember the pain
Now I suffer the same
You can forget the words you said
But I never said I would do
The dream I do
I believed in you
And I lost everything on you
But I never find you
Coz you did pushed away me
And now I will never be with you.

The dream I do
To live to breathe
But you are pushing it away from me
I know I feel
You are pushing it away from me.

Return to death

I tried to forget you
The thing that I never can do
This can be the last time
And the last smile on my face
For the sake of being nice to you
To hide that I am fighting in love
To sweep all the scars on my face
Now I never come to start
Now I never wake from dark
This is how it will die
And never get the way.

I tried to tell you
Doing the things you wanted to
This can be the last time
And the last word I say to you
For the sake of being with you
To hide that I am dying in the grieve
To hide that I am falling in the heave
Now I never come to start
Now I never wake from dark
This is how it will end
And never get the way.

I tried to find you
To search the place you always hide to
This can be the last time
And the last breathe from my heart
For the sake of being proud of you
To hide that I am falling in dark
To hide that I am walking in slink
Now I never come to start
Now I never wake from dark
This is how it will die
And never get the way.

Inside of Me

Somewhere somebody is speaking
And something always is going on
inside of your heart.
I tried but never could get in
But somehow I find me here
And I dunno why.
But Under my skin I feel something
The feeling that scared me much
I felt I passed the phases
Where I used to learn.

Tell me what all things you want
What all things you care
What everything you need that
Inside of you that you would be mine,
But I don’t guess why.

There’s something you expect
There’s something you want
There’s something you care
And I don’t know what if they are
And I don’t guess why.

Somewhere somebody is speaking
And something always is going on
inside of your heart.
I tried but never could get in
But somehow I find me here
And I dunno why.
But Under my skin I feel something
The feeling that scared me much
I felt I passed the phases
Where I used to learn.

Tell me what all things you want
What all things you care
What everything you need that
Inside of you that you would be mine,
But I don’t guess why.

I will be the one whom you care
I will be the one whom you need
I will be the one whom you want
I wish I could say all the right things
But I don’t guess why.

Wasn’t Forgiven

From the bottom of my life
I tried but can’t stop it
From the middle of my heart
I can’t forget the thoughts
From deep inside the grief
The picture is always there
I need you to be here with me
But why should I care.

I am in the place that you can’t see
I am in the hell where rain stops dripping
I am in the mirror without my face
I am in the dream where the eyes still open
And I saw a paper drawn my heart
Still floating down when the wind is gone.

From the bottom of my life
I tried but can’t stop it
From the middle of my heart
I can’t forget the thoughts
From deep inside the grief
The picture is always there
I need you to be here with me
But why should I care.

The memories have bound me
And I can’t get loose
The darkness holds me tightly
And the sun forget to rise
The arteries stopped working
And the poison flowing slowly.
Your memories are watching me die.

Drink the Pain

It must get start
I can’t get lost coz it’s inside of me
It is the faith
I am sure it is as you want it to be
It wasn’t me
Coz am not the only one to help these alone
I had to loose
I was just stuck with the fault of just my own.

I need to appeal as I need to heal
I need to find the way all alone
I need to feel as I am losing me real
I need to find my space all day long.
I need to drink the pain alone.

It got nothing to prove
I can’t imagine these all were inside of me
I was confused
I can’t find the mirror to see my grooving face
I can’t believe
It was not the way I imagine it will be of mine
So am walking alone
And the scar will remain just my own, only my own.

I need to appeal as I need to heal
I need to find the way all alone
I need to feel as I am losing me real
I need to find my space all day long.
I need to drink the pain alone.

So I will never feel
I will never find me real
And I will never heal
Coz the scar will break me away to find myself to be.

I need to appeal as I need to heal
I need to find the way all alone
I need to feel as I am losing me real
I need to find my space all day long.
I need to drink the pain alone.