Here it goes...so far..Some Meaningless Expressions

So am landed up in the second phaze or practically speaking the most so-called thrilling phase of my life. getting into a real job. to treat someone to do something with the real world...Gosh!! wat am talking about, somebody might be thinking that what a noob I am only talking about the feel good factor of a real job life, not talking about the real life of this artisan I always thought that it will be on the easier side to have a really thrilling phase.


So what I have done..might be the prime matter of concern for nowadays. I just don't know what really I have done. I came here trying to set up a notion of "Veni, Vidi Vici"..literally meant I came, I see and I conquered but this time it wasn't like that. Sometimes people says it happens each time you want it to happen to you. I think it happened to me too but I was never been forced myself to do that. But that is the essence of the feelings. Yah I am now getting into the groove of it. And you know what nothing really matters in front of that. And as i am a series of mistakes just happened. But I can even compel myself to do such mistakes again again as I am really held up with that. You know what you might sometime feel shame of your mistakes but sometimes when you think back you might even have the feelings that the mistake you have committed has made your position clear to yourself. You can understand yourself better, look yourself in a better position if you can really ignore the social surroundings. I know these words are of just a little unscrambled ones and nothing else. But this heppened when I can't help myself writing such things. I don't know why. These things might not fetch any kind of meanings but these are the words which I wrote in such a fast pace that i never wrote any other craps....Everything seems to be very small and scanty to me now. For God's Sake please tell me what had happened to me. Is it just some meaningless expressions.


Or I am eyeing for any kind of committment!!!