Stronger than fiction (A song that could never fell out of sky)

Oh the song you sing, all in choir
Come slow, low it down
And I’ll free my ears from your bloody denial
I’ll hear what all I want to hear.
Because, I find myself convincing
For a decision, for the gravity,
And for all your thought is ageing.

The devil that resides in you, comes bursting
The saints that left you, knew a place
This can’t keep me blindfolded, I’ll see
Just like I did, what all I want to see.
Because, I don’t know a fear
Walking on a tightrope, which sways and tumbles you down.
And for all your descriptions and ignoring.

And then again, neither I know any pain anymore.
Criticize, victimize or poison me by substance abuse.
Because, all my story is like a simple plot, I be real,
A belief of only better things is coming my way!

To The Stranger and All The Meaningless

Hello stranger, (will you) find me a word that fits me right?
I had enough of half a meant words and a speechless unite!
I did not understand, pretend, neither the pride remained.
A feeling of bitter residues and a strange suffering streamed!

Hello stranger, (will you) play me a music that helps me sleep?
I had a nightmare where I could not walk a road so steep!
I was cold, I had a gun and I could see two bloodied hands.
Was I the one or it was murdered before, could not understand!

I know stranger, you see a fool with pale face from weak and weary!
Or possibly bemused, from the warmth inside to the sins but hey!
You aim a gun on my forehead and I still don’t know why I am sorry!
Possibly of the downtrodden, of all the regrets and all what they say.

Then may be for a weak, options are weaker and choices are a little less.
And I don’t know how to take back that little place of earthly happiness!
With all that longing inside my impossible space, I still need forgiveness.
But thank you dear stranger, see you another night and May God bless!

Maya-Who?

Dear Maya, did you see me doing a firefight?
All the hopes are locked in dark and a search for a light.
It's not the drugs that saved your life!
The more you could find when the more you try.
Do you know why?
Coz, this life is either like a voice which by choice makes a noise,
Or like a voice which by noise makes a choice.

Dear Maya, did you say, for that moment, you'll hold it tight!
It's not a secret, and can't be safe, when we're out of sight.
It's the resistance that's piling up in complicates!
The more you could find when the more you try.
Do you know why?
Coz, this life is either like a voice which by choice makes a noise,
Or like a voice which by noise makes a choice.

Dear Maya, did you know, Oh you always knew!
A try to escape your meaningless, and your insignificance.

I must run, therefore I run

Resistance comes at a price
The much I am not left with.
And destiny is just another device
To hide crooked truths lie beneath!

What a useless disturbia, give away and run.

Great news, some asphyxiated me.
Thank you, that is very nice!
Life lies in a just, and not what I chose to be.
Waking up the thought police once, may be twice!

Tear it down, scream, kill the prayers and run.

Then, Lord knows if I had given away,
But I must run, therefore I run.

A Hymn of A Stationed Vagabond

I always got confused or afraid
To choose the right alphabets
Among those twenty six ones
I hoped my options were less,
As if they resulted in less or lesser
Those permutations and combinations!

Inception or a déjà-vu
Options of a weaker;
I chose to be stronger to find out mine
Arranging them countless time still I find
Predicting the probability!

I never had enough time
Neither wanted to wait till eternity
So I kept my belief, on myself
That once it turned out to your name
Magically, yet so naturally!

So I keep on penning down
My creed on my faith
And the possibilities, of my fate
Becoming in favor,
Come in once and staying forever!

I chose that life, for that feeling
That’s not a disease or paranoia
Comes and cures in seasons
“But a disease, chronic and cruel,
That would neither kill nor go away!”

This Night, Tonight

Just trying to inebriate myself, or just trying to make more space.
Things are so went out of my hands,
and now I am forced to say something, be something which I can't be.
I'm sorry, only if I could make this to you, make you see.


So this night, tonight
I am Sorry, I've done complaining myself and lost the battle inside
Just found out this is what I didn't have in my mind
or possibly could not relate, this world of absurdity
and no longer is a part of my identity.
I still tend to disagree, left hoping the good out to see
Yes I'm sorry, only if I could make this to you, make you believe.

(Thanks Staind for the beautiful lyrics of Tonight from Fourteen Shades of Grey).

The Silence

The song has lost it's words
there's only pain has taken those places.
And that is how, if you like it is
forever they'll stay.
I can't collect the pages
this wind has blown them away,
and as I watch every minutes pass
each time when it awaits another
the one brings me closer of giving up, anyway.

I can't break this silence
and I can't take this silence
I can't take this until in my ears, you smile.
I can't break this silence
and I can't give up
those every reason that you had, I can't complain.

I can't break this silence, and I can't take this silence.

Do you still hear your feelings?
Cause, I tried feeling too much
and that is how, I make me believe
you're here, just right here, not away.
I dare to open my eyes
this time is just not enough
and with that every breathe I take
each one that hates the other
the one brings me closer of giving up, anyway.

I can't break this silence
and I can't take this silence
I can't take this until in my ears, you smile.
I can't break this silence
and I can't give up
those every reason that you had, I can't complain.

I can't break this silence, and I can't take this silence.